Iščem tolažbo a je ni. Iščem potrditev, da je to kar sem storila prav, a je ne najdem.
Sedim v praznini in te pogrešam. Pogrešam tvoj vonj, pogrešam tvoje
mile tačke in zvok parketa, ko si hodil po njem, pogrešam tvojo mehko
dlako in tvojo rožico na glavi. Pogrešam zvok šklopota posodice iz
katere si pil in tvoj lajež, ko si čakal na kosilo. Pogrešam tvoje
svetleče učke, ki so me milo gledale in najin dnevni ritual crkljanja.
Rada bi te stisnila in ti povedala, da te imam rada. Šepetala bi ti in
te cartala, ti pa bi zaspal. Peljala bi te na sprehod in ti metala
žogico. Spomnim se kako si imel rad žogice.
Na prsa sem si stisnila tvoj plašček. Voham ga. Težko mi je pri srcu, ker vem da te več ni.
Pogled mi uhaja na posteljo, tja kamor si se najraje stisnil in zaspal.
A je prazna. Stanovanje je prazno in moje srce. Čakam, da zaslišim tvoj
lajež. Da se ti nasmehnem in ti nekaj lepega rečem, ustanem in te
dvignem k sebi in te močno cmoknem, ti pa mi nazaj zagodrnjaš.
Prižgala sem ti svečko. Tvojo svečko, ki bo gorela dokler bo gorela moja ljubezen do tebe. Večno.
Rada te imam Tajko moj,
oprosti mi!
A POEM FOR THE GRIEVING...
Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn s rain.
When you awaken in the morning s hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die...
Dragi Tajko, vedi, da si moj heroj in moja svetla zvezdica. Pogrešamo te vsi zelo močno in te imamo radi, drži se tam zgoraj, kmalu se spet srečamo.
RainbowBridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close tosomeone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they canrun and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm andcomfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restoredto health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strongagain, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they eachmiss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes whenone suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent;His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flyingover the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friendfinally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be partedagain. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress thebeloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet,so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....
. me je kar stisnilo, ko sem prebrala. sploh ne vem, kaj naj rečem, vem pa, da je bilo Taju lepo s tabo in da vem, kako hudo ti je.
Moje sožalje! Tajči je imel zelo dobro lastnico...
